Blanking out

There are times when I don’t feel anything

I am conscious of what’s happening around me, but I’m not doing anything.

Not sure if this is what they called my brain shutting down?

Whatever it is, it’s happening more lately. It’s a type of tiredness, but it’s not limited to bodily tiredness.

Maybe my mind wants to block off everything and rest.

There hasn’t been much opportunity for me to rest. Mainly due to responsibilities I have, I have little time of my own.

I think it’s time to be a bit more aggressive with my schedule…

I need to aggressively seek rest.

I miss those days when I can lie in the bed all day, just thinking and dreaming and planning, passing by everything else.

Unleashing the sleeping beast soon