I don’t wanna write.
So this is currently 3:54 am. I took a nice good nap earlier at 4pm – 9pm so it was pretty good.
I think I finally realize how hard is it to just have a nice quiet time to write and to think about my day. So many things happen everyday.
Anyways today I missed my playwriting class cuz my phone alarm died. I was also late to CTU event meeting cuz I only realized it was 12:15 when I woke up, and the meeting was at 12:30. So I just grabbed my pants n keys and went to the meeting. It was a good meeting, only about an hour. Hope it stays that way 😀
After that I went to go to SOAR office with one of my officers to find out about financial stuff + get CTU Constitution. When we got there, there were like a million people, so we decided to just go eat at Cowell.
And then gg
Meatless Monday, and it started raining.
So we walked back and wanna go to a different dining hall
For those of you don’t know, the 10 bus is a magical bus that drops me off right outside my house.
Yes, I like buses very much.
I wonder who reads these things…
So now I am listening to Air on a G String, which is possibly the most relaxing song that I can listen to on repeat all day without getting bored.
Now about the moon.
I was on the way to San Jose when I saw the moon. I just kept staring at it for a while. Then when we finally finish eating at food court at Lawrence Plaza, we drove on 880, and I couldn’t see the moon again. I was a bit sad.
I remember when I was a kid, I always look on the moon, whenever I was on a bus, a minibus, or a big 2 story bus. I wonder what people think when they look at the moon. What I remembered I was thinking about what to write for my next rant, and decided to write something about the moon.
Isn’t the moon pretty?
How many different people are staring at the moon with me at that time? Oh how I wonder. What are they thinking when they stare at the moon?
I think you readers would notice that this post is a little different than the posts before. This post is more random than usual because I don’t really want to write right now, and I’m already 4 hours past the deadline anyways. So I am just spewing random stuff as my mind works and listening to classical music.
So from this post and the posts before, you can see that I really like buses, and now y’all know I like the moon. I like it because it’s shiny, yet it’s not too shiny in a way that would hurt me, like the sun. I am free to stare at the moon all day and wouldn’t blind my eyes. This is why I like the night better. The sun hurts me. The moon is so much more comfortable and relaxing to look at.
Maybe I should just write a poem about the moon.
Moon – by Hin Mak
Ookay, not a good idea.
I think I’ll just end here, since it’s too hard to write in 4 in the morning. I don’t even know how I can write that much.
Oh happy birthday Krispy
I wonder how much I changed, and how much I didn’t change.
If no one is perfect, in theory, there should be unlimited potential to change for the better, or for the worst.
I wonder how much I changed for the better.
If anything, I will have to thank God for what he’s done for me. The people I met, the opportunities that I’ve had, the opportunities that I haven’t had, the events that influence my life, the sadness, the happiness, my unique parents, my unique family, my unique friends. Everything is special to me. As I look at the moon, I remember to appreciate the changes that I’ve gone through, from my childhood, to now. As I am almost 21, I feel like I have to look back, just a little, so I don’t change back to what I was.
I feel like I still don’t know myself completely yet. So I’ll just trust God with that, cuz He knows me better than anyone else, and He got the plan of my life all ready for me. I don’t exactly know where I am going, cuz I am extremely tired and don’t know what the heck I’m writing. That Menuetto just knocked out my thought process cuz it’s such a familiar sound that I used to play on the violin. Even though I don’t play violin anymore, I kinda wish I can get it back, if it’s God’s will to give me time and inspiration to go back to violin. Probably not this year though, I’ll be so busy.
i know what i want
i want to go KARAOKE NAO
oh i remember what i was gonna write about the moon now, i will do it tomorrow, i mean today.