Have you wonder what it felt like dying?
Even though I think I am ready to die, when dying actually happens, while my mind is calm, my body reacts in panic. It feels unsettling, but it feels as though I’m watching myself from a tv.
I think I’m more prepared now after getting a little taste. But the little taste I have is really nothing compare to the real thing. Even now, I don’t know how my body will react, but I already have the muscle memory for it now so it shouldn’t be much worse.
Being able to use yourself as a shield from bullets require a little bit luck. I mean bullets are pretty fast. It’s like defending a penalty kick, you need to commit to blocking one side or another.
I wish I meet someone that’s my type of crazy.
Yeah, I’m kinda crazy.