For my good, God makes it so.
Definitely even more convinced to go to mission.
I kept getting shot at by Satan, even though I already committed, second thoughts came from no where and people who worry.
Isn’t a person’s eternity more important than me getting a job?
Isn’t it emergency that people are going to die without knowing Jesus rather than me getting a secure income?
What can I give up to fulfill this commission Jesus gave to me?
What can I deny to carry the cross daily and follow him?
“Therefore take up the shield of faith and quench the arrows of the evil one”
Consider it quenched.
Thanks to God who directly reveals that and boosts my faith.
I’m getting closer and closer to Philippians 1:21
To live is to Christ and to die is to gain.
I even have a will ready on one of my google doc (nonlegally binding cuz I haven’t had any witnesses nor signature on it), that’s how I prepared. Am I fully prepared? Time will tell.
So now I bid adieu for now.
Lately I’ve been having an overflow of emotion and feelings I just have to keep writing, expect stormy weather ahead.